On Self Love

I am the furthest from my “ideal body”

That I have ever been

And yet

I am the kindest to myself

As far as my physical self,

Everything I feared in the past has come true

And while I don’t enthusiastically love my vessel,

I’ve realized I don’t really care

About who I’ve become on the outside

Because I’ve learned to love things about myself 

That I can’t see in my reflection 

XOXO,

Natasha